Deuchland

My friend is learning Dutch. I might just have to take some lessons from her too. Very interesting language too. That language is pretty weird in its spelling and sounds but maybe I'll like it cause I'm willin' to learn!!







SN: If you haven't seen the Producers (1968) or (2005) go see it!!!! It's awesome!!! "Dat face..."

Love...Like/My Heart's Jumpin'

What should loving someone else be like...? Even liking them a lot...? Where do the true long lasting feelings come from? Is it that quick, high, fast, blur of emotions pouring out of you when you first meet this person, or could it be that anxious feeling you get from just talking to that person for so long you just can't hold it in anymore.

My opinion, I likes the second one better. You meet this person and correspond with them. Talking, writing, speaking, laughing, crying, everything together. And then this feeling hits you...one that takes over you every time you see them.....the one that says I like this person a lot. And things develop. They fester. They simmer. Your feelings get even stronger the more you see this person and you think, "I wonder if they feel the same way about me..." But you don't ask. It may ruin what you've got. And you keep on until you can take it no longer!!! So you spill your guts hoping for a positive result....

There's no real ending to this "story" (And no real point either, it was a bit impromptu). It hasn't even been written yet. Maybe, it'll get done. And I just realized, I take love ULTRA serious!





Side note!!! D-Mobb is one of my nicknames. But that's a story for another time.

Kazoku/Those People That You Live With

I got back from a family reunion this weekend, and it was of my "second family". Being around all those people having fun with the old and young together makes me appreciate my family a little more. That was even a little true when I went on vacation earlier this summer. I should talk to my people more. My family. No matter how much they irritate me...some of them.




Side note: Kazoku is Japanese for family. And I love all my family and friends very much. Arigato.

Wandering Wishes/Let's Go...Now!

As these days fly by I, more and more wish to not be where I am and in the situations that I'm in right now. I long for adventures in far off lands. I wish I could just leave everything and go...which that's always an option, but I will not do it just cause I ain't that irresponsible. Curse me and my wanting to do right! I wish I could just go and live in Tokyo or Paris, somewhere where I half-way know the native tongue. I know it would be scary at first but I could get used to it...I can imagine myself getting a place meeting a beautiful woman and falling in love and not even know half of what she's telling me... and then we'd get married and have 2 wonderful biracial kids (Yeah! I said it!! I don't discrimahate!) who'll act as translators for me and my wife for the rest of the time they live with us. Then we can send them off to a college in America. The land of oppurtusomething..... I hear America's a great place I'd love for my kids to live there...it's better than this place.

Anyone wanna buy me a plane ticket to France or Japan? Please....!!! I promise you, I won't need one for a return trip!





I'd like to share a quote with you from one of my favorite shows: "A man's life is 80% decision making. Everything else is just a bonus."

Superficial Recessess/On the Top Shelf of My Mind

In these later, even more boring days of summer, (mostly everyday after my birthday) I start to think a lot more about my grade school days. I close my eyes and try to remember the familiar scents of pine trees and burned eggs on the blacktop. I have memories of summer basketball games that lasted for hours. We'd play three or four at a time go home and play N64, then go right back out there and play until we couldn't see anymore. Then, there were the seemingly endless summers with friends and chasing down ice cream trucks and never feeling like it was too hot outside to do anything out there. And school in the fall was very different. I hated the smell of school in autumn. It smelled of teachers, glue, and a mix of various air fresheners. Maybe it wouldn't have been so bad if I'd liked going back a little more after summer break, but in those days, you couldn't pay me to go back to school after summer was over!! I miss those days!!!




"Na kaerude!!!".....And I did....Thanks Kintaros, thanks a lot!

Stagnant/Lead Feet

It seems that every time I come home from school and stay for longer than a week I feel like I'm stuck in place. I feel like all my ambition and my energy has been sucked out of me. My progression just seems to cease. Its something about home that does this to me...that's why I think its time for me to finally go. Even though my family lives here I need to leave them be and live my own life. I think I've just been to scared to do it. To change. To...transform myself into a better me. But we will see what the future holds.


Thought: I feel so sad for anyone who hasn't seen Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory with Gene Wilder. One of the BEST MOVIES EVER!! Go watch it!! Do it now!!

Webs Woven/The Junk That Happens

I'm sitting here thinking about a lot of the events that've happened to me over the past year, who I've met, what I've done, what has been done for me especially by God. I've gone through my first relationship and break-up and I don't feel all that bad about it. In the break-up it's been revealed that the relationship wasn't all that strong to begin with....but anyway, my main point...

It's funny (not haha funny) but funny how things turn out way different than you expect them to sometimes. Take my relationship for instance, I soooo thought that was going to go the distance in spite of the situation, the long distance, no frequent trips, and such. And now that I look back on it it got drug on longer than it should have lasted. Turns out I was an optimistic fool! In that instance and perhaps others as well. Some things turn out for the better and some for the worse in our lives, we just have to hope we realize which is which before things start to blow up. This is only something to think about...there's no real point to this entry other than to make you think...and I know what you're thinking..."D-Mobb! I don't like to think," and "How the hell do you know what I'm thinking!(And how in the world do I know your nickname too)" Well, all I got to say to that is "Tough Cookies" and "I'm a mind reader that just gave you my nickname!!!"

So, let's take these instances in our lives and have them shape us, mold us, and HENSHIN!! us for the better.


Random thought: I-X-A KNU-CK-LE RI-S-E UP (youtube it)

Henshin!

For my first blog, I wanna do something a lil different (to me at least)....I'll save the introductions of myself and the purpose for this blog later, but now I want to talk a lil about my interests. I like PB&J sandwiches, summer rain, the moon, the French language, and Kamen Rider. This little Japanese tokusatsu has captured my heart and imagination. It makes me feel like a little kid wanting to be a superhero all over again. The transformations, the fights, the special effects (including CGI) make the shows feel fluid and somewhat realistic. Right now I've been watching KR W which is the first story of two people becoming one kamen rider. It's certainly interesting and very funny at times too. The fights take me back to Power Ranger days. I'll make a suggestion to you, watch a little bit of it (with subs of course) and see what happens. And while I have not watched them all, my favorite riders in the Heisei era are Den-O, W, and 555. 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EUQjPkbC76s

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9YUluam4YWQ&feature=related

Both clips are from KR W.