Deuchland

My friend is learning Dutch. I might just have to take some lessons from her too. Very interesting language too. That language is pretty weird in its spelling and sounds but maybe I'll like it cause I'm willin' to learn!!







SN: If you haven't seen the Producers (1968) or (2005) go see it!!!! It's awesome!!! "Dat face..."

Love...Like/My Heart's Jumpin'

What should loving someone else be like...? Even liking them a lot...? Where do the true long lasting feelings come from? Is it that quick, high, fast, blur of emotions pouring out of you when you first meet this person, or could it be that anxious feeling you get from just talking to that person for so long you just can't hold it in anymore.

My opinion, I likes the second one better. You meet this person and correspond with them. Talking, writing, speaking, laughing, crying, everything together. And then this feeling hits you...one that takes over you every time you see them.....the one that says I like this person a lot. And things develop. They fester. They simmer. Your feelings get even stronger the more you see this person and you think, "I wonder if they feel the same way about me..." But you don't ask. It may ruin what you've got. And you keep on until you can take it no longer!!! So you spill your guts hoping for a positive result....

There's no real ending to this "story" (And no real point either, it was a bit impromptu). It hasn't even been written yet. Maybe, it'll get done. And I just realized, I take love ULTRA serious!





Side note!!! D-Mobb is one of my nicknames. But that's a story for another time.

Kazoku/Those People That You Live With

I got back from a family reunion this weekend, and it was of my "second family". Being around all those people having fun with the old and young together makes me appreciate my family a little more. That was even a little true when I went on vacation earlier this summer. I should talk to my people more. My family. No matter how much they irritate me...some of them.




Side note: Kazoku is Japanese for family. And I love all my family and friends very much. Arigato.

Wandering Wishes/Let's Go...Now!

As these days fly by I, more and more wish to not be where I am and in the situations that I'm in right now. I long for adventures in far off lands. I wish I could just leave everything and go...which that's always an option, but I will not do it just cause I ain't that irresponsible. Curse me and my wanting to do right! I wish I could just go and live in Tokyo or Paris, somewhere where I half-way know the native tongue. I know it would be scary at first but I could get used to it...I can imagine myself getting a place meeting a beautiful woman and falling in love and not even know half of what she's telling me... and then we'd get married and have 2 wonderful biracial kids (Yeah! I said it!! I don't discrimahate!) who'll act as translators for me and my wife for the rest of the time they live with us. Then we can send them off to a college in America. The land of oppurtusomething..... I hear America's a great place I'd love for my kids to live there...it's better than this place.

Anyone wanna buy me a plane ticket to France or Japan? Please....!!! I promise you, I won't need one for a return trip!





I'd like to share a quote with you from one of my favorite shows: "A man's life is 80% decision making. Everything else is just a bonus."

Superficial Recessess/On the Top Shelf of My Mind

In these later, even more boring days of summer, (mostly everyday after my birthday) I start to think a lot more about my grade school days. I close my eyes and try to remember the familiar scents of pine trees and burned eggs on the blacktop. I have memories of summer basketball games that lasted for hours. We'd play three or four at a time go home and play N64, then go right back out there and play until we couldn't see anymore. Then, there were the seemingly endless summers with friends and chasing down ice cream trucks and never feeling like it was too hot outside to do anything out there. And school in the fall was very different. I hated the smell of school in autumn. It smelled of teachers, glue, and a mix of various air fresheners. Maybe it wouldn't have been so bad if I'd liked going back a little more after summer break, but in those days, you couldn't pay me to go back to school after summer was over!! I miss those days!!!




"Na kaerude!!!".....And I did....Thanks Kintaros, thanks a lot!