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Sunday, November 23, 2014

"Ain't Nobody Got Time For That!" ~Bronchitis lady

I've been avoiding writing a post for weeks now, just because I know there's a hell of a lot to catch up on. Right now, (See title). Currently, I'm listening to an old favorite while I write this, Aruarian Dance by Nujabes. Just a lil something to help me focus on this while I listen to my co-worker ramble on about government conspiracies and hear the sound of trash bags rustling as it gets changed by the EVS employee. I always have so much to think about and so much to do it seems. I'm trying not to think about buying Christmas presents right now or how much I wish I was with my girlfriend...yes, I too, have a girlfriend. Sorry ladies but she is wonderful and I'm taken! Step off! (Not that I have a gaggle of fan girls trying to get with me as they anxiously await my blog posts...) I am just sitting here writing rambles right now. The most significant change since the last time I wrote is that I have officially come out....(wait for it) as an atheist. Just saying it out loud has helped me be so much more comfortable in my own skin. I feel remarkable (most days, cause sometimes you have crappy ones...everyone does) when I wake up every afternoon and know that I love me and I am the sole keeper of my destiny. There's a lot that goes with that especially growing up a black man in America originally from central Alabama where Jesus and the Crimson Tide are the most important conversation topics. I'm glad to have found a black woman who is open minded enough NOT to condemn me to hell every time she sees me (or at least give me that one stare that every woman does when they're uncomfortable around you...I used to get that one a lot). I love that about her and her too of course. Maybe I'll write a post focusing on that one day. My life is truly unfolding. My life is truly getting so much better. I am really FINALLY starting to enjoy my life! But like I said before, to explain it all...(See title)

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